Saturday, October 2, 2010 ♥ Movie marathon done. A W E S O M E. Watched "Mantra" nice movie. It isnt a ghost stories, but story of black magic. Nice ending!! And next movie, reccomended by my brother, "Kappow Atoi the ajaib" Gerek pe cite. Hehehe. Best best. Klaka pun klaka jugak! Lain dari yg lain ah cite. Dah mcm cite spiderman, superman.. hahah! Worth watching though! Spent 3 hours till my neck in pain ! Oh yes, i saw wawa at yew tee point. But i didnt aknowledge her. Sebab kau dengn makcik kau ke mak kau lah. haha. Very glowing lah your face! Pretty!! :) Next tyme jumpe ku tegor. Hahaha, tgh bnyak barang lah kat tangan. I have nothing much to elaborate today. make it short aye? I went out to yew tee point, sent my customer stuff and had our lunch at GW. Straight home cos Nana's friends is coming. Nothing intresting today. So yeah, that will be all. Maybe i will update tonight? I think, i will be going to bed very so0n!! trust me. I cant control my eyes anymore. Shit. Thanks two my movie marathon activities!. But but but, before i forget. Today, i ate alot again. Till my father says this to me " Slagi anak tk tido, slagi tu mak die makan". Oh well, i cant let my stomach go empty! hehe. Take care darla! Have anice weekend.!!
Takecare(: @ 2:46 AM
Thursday, September 30, 2010 ♥ Dulu mase aku baru2 tinggal yew tee nie. Jiran aku ni satu ade sikit penyakit. Sakit ape eh? Sakit otak. Banyak duduk umah lah tu, sebab tu mulut takde insurance. Asek nk sebok hal orang je! Baik pun baik jugak, kalau dah banyak tanya bukan peramah tu, tu kaypo. Anak die ade 4. Yg paling besar umur aku, 2nd skrg dah 19 tk slah..lagi satu ni pompan dlm adik bradik die.. umur skrg dah 18 gaknyerr.. Yg last tu kecik lagi. Die kalau nk ngumpat or mengata anak orang, die suke sanjung anak die. Dulu die nampak aku isap rokok, ahh kau heboh satu blk. Siap bilang mak bapak aku. Lek dulu cik, nk complain check file. Mak baapak aku dah tau.Simple je bapak aku ckp " biaselah remaja, nk try benda yg membahayakan diri " trus die ckp, anak-anak die tk boley bau rokok. Dah besar mesti tk isap rokok. Hahaha bahan kekek uh ni makcik. skrg, anak lelaki die sume isap rokok, siap g club lagi. Jumpe aku sume! Kesian uh eh korg dapat mak mcm gini! kuang kuang. Beh aku alik lambat sume nk kpo2.. Die lupe anak pompan die maseh skola. Besok dah besar, padan dgn kau pey muka! Haha, skrg anak die dah besar.Nk tahu keje mana? Keje hostess kat kevin. Ni part kire dah settle uh aku pey dendam ngan makcik nie!! Padan dengan korg pey muka. Angkat anak tinggi tinggi , at last anak berak kan kau! Sial! kpo sangat hal org! rumah tangga sendiri taknk jaga. Beh anak die step mane pey big fuck nak mengamuk kata dgn pompan2 yg dah bilang mak die mane die keje, jangan jaga hal org lain.. See mak kau dulu baru kau bleh bobal! Mak kau pun macam sial bobal sal hal org. Mati susah tau slagi tak mintk ampun dgn org!Kecoh uh eh.. Bodo! Padan lah dgn kau pey muka! heheh. Tua tak tua. yg penting skrg kau dah buat mulut pasal family aku pat jiran2 yg skrg aku duduk nie! Musibot. Anak kau pun takde maut mane pun. Dulu kene tarik tepi, trus muka mintak kene tampar. Kecik2 dah buat mulut. Dah besar nie tak tahu lah. Lagi dah campur minah kevin! mak kau! Kucing kurap sak sume. YP lagi lah sial minah kevin. Dari dulu sampai skrg taj mint uh pompan kevin. Ade kate pompan GC low class. Look whos talking sia! sape low class eh. Hahahaha! Sajak uh kau keje sana! :D Enjoy life while you can! . B I T C H! Ok dah lepaskan geram. Nari aku makan 3 kali. Ayam dengan sambal belacan, all time favourite dok. End up perut aku pedih . Skrg ku lapar lagi. Sumpah aku bukan nk exxagerate kat sini, tapi aku rasa daya pemakanan aku semakin meningkat! Oh no!! Aku tak ble h tahan lah. Ni skrg lapar. Aku nk makan.Dah takde pape lagi pat dapur. Aggh! Ok dont talk about F O O D anymore! Hate it. Redzuan aka iz tokyo added me at facebook. First thought was him. His status is E N G A G E D! . OMGEEEEE! Ok i was super shocked! I thought he still with erika. But im wrong, Few hours after, he post some pic in his wall . Pic og him and his chinese girl, Peggy Soh!.I know her!! Hahahah " I Love you, I love Us " hahah. Ok ironically, i know it wasnt Redzuan aka iz tokyo. It was YOU PEGGY SOH! Pathetic isnt you! Im not loser here, but you re. Still have the cheeck to add me up just because i sent him a msg right? You wanna take a ood look my pic right? Why? Because you scared that Iz will dumped you right? Ive known iz for ages. I know his character. Well, my love towards him has gone with the wind! Bear this in your mind PEGGY SOH, if its yours, it will be yours alright? Btw, thanks for adding me up. Appreciated. Now you seen my pic right? Can i block you? I think i dont have to ask you a permission while you snatch iz from me without any permission. Betol pey cina makan babi! Prangai pun macm babi! Peggy soh, the game is ON! Low class bitch!  Ni cina rampas iz dari aku dulu tyme aku tgh matae ngan iz.. Puki tiang pey pompan , kol iz ngadu rindu iz lah, nk bunuh diri lah.Sickening sia! Cibai.
Takecare(: @ 10:43 PM
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 ♥ Wah sey..Now im regularly updating my blog. hehe. Let see how long it can be. Yesterday adriana slept at around 2am. Itupun kene marah dgn aku baru nk tido. Woke up at 1230pm. haha. Same like her mummy. :D. Mother bought for her headband with two little pony ( wig ) . Hehehe. Sumpah cute! Took pictures but cant upload as you know i have some problems with my bluetooth thingy! Its ok, will try to upload it using hp. Currently, waiting for habil & qabil drama while entertaining this cute donald duck. Menceceh je keje. Ive just realised that my $ 40 guess top which i bought last month is in bad condition. All the glitter thing peeled off and left NOTHING! That was so pathethic! Im going to buy a new one. Baju buat jalan skrg dah jadi buat tido . Ok pe! haha!! Wa, kau kate aku tak gemok. Dalam gamba mestilah.. Nk pose kene carik angle yg nampak slim. huhu. But seriously im fat. Skrg weight dah 62 dok!! haha. Akan aku kuruskan balik! Tunngu dan nantikan je lah! :) Im so excited on your newborn! Best best.. Watched kopi bujang. Soo cute lah syed azmir." all this while you tak penah panggil i baby, ni jantan mane ni you panggil baby " hehe. Ade tau lelaki macam gitu. Aku penah kene.. Back on 2007. Was in relationship with jup, budak tamp. At first tyme kenal-kenal, ok je aku tgok. Bila matae, letak tepon cepat kene marah..lambat angkat tepon pun kene marah..turun bus belakang ade jantan melayu pun kene marah, die kate asal tk duduk blakang driver. Fuhyoo! tak bley angkat siak!! ni skjap je sebulan..ku cabut lari..nk mintak break susah.. main blakang uh jawabnye. baru die jalan..tk kesah lah die nk ckp aku jahat ke ape ke.. aku lebih nyaman ni macam. Hari-hari kene kuar dgn die. Yg paling rabak and sampaikan aku dah jelak nk tgok muka die, bila kakak aku kahwin, mak aku panggil die n kengkawan cuci pinggan sume..Aku g lah isap rokok ngn adik sedare aku..die nampak..ah kau, perang dunia siol! trus, aku dah muak and geli nk tgok muka die! haha! Tu sume masa silam! Till here first, will update maybe later? c ya!
Takecare(: @ 10:24 PM
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 ♥  Yesterday, chat with mr danny. Like as usual, kalau dah kawan lama.. Mesti bobal pasal cite yg kental.. yg buruk..yg baik.. Hahaha, like he said, those were the days. Lame tau aku kawan dgn die. When i was 17? like 4 years dahh. Dari kawan biasa, ke scandal, ke social escort. kuang kuang kuang. hilang timbul, hilang timbul. hahah. Tapi dia skrg matae org, so No No eh.. jangan ikut prangai pompan pompan yg tk tau malu.. haha. Rampas-rampas ni sume no eh. huhu. No offence! Wa, dulu aku ingat sey kite gado pasal saf. huahuahua. Si saf tu memang belit tul.. This year around april gitu ku jumpe die and han.. Mima sindir die pasal panggil aku n mak aku penipu.. hahahaha, die ketawe n ckp tkkan marah kan. Biol ah tu saf. Dari saf lah ku kenal nama wawa. pas tu camppor budak bp and ayu pun aku kenal nama wawa... Hahah, kenal nama tapi tak jumpe eh. Tak jumpe lagi bagus.. kawan kalau slalu jumpe, memnag menyakitkan ati. banyak main blakang. huhu. So wa, kite maintain gini.. sampai masa kite jumpe, kite jumpe. Yessa mcm matae uh eh.. Went to kakak house at bukit batok. Wah, dah jambu uh rumah. TInggal nk lap lap je. Soon this sunday. I dont know if i want to follow parents and relatives(mom sides) to pontian. Grandma asked to bring me along. as auntie latifah cant join them. ermm, dgn adriana? leceh uh. see how lah ehh. Tak ikut, mendak pulak. Nk kuar, bnyk pakai duit. Ku kalau nk cari matae nk kene carik lelaki yg bnyk duit. haha. yg boleh blanja aku makan .. kuangkuang. Tadi parents ckp pasal teman hidup. huhu. katnya, nk cari lelaki, carik lelaki yg stable.. kalau boleh yg dah tanam dlm diri dorg nk settle down. senang ckp yg rajin keje so ade cpf. Takmu carik lelaki yg nak matae2 . leceh. Beh minah kahwin kahwin ni sape lah nak ehh. malas uh nk fikir. Laki skrg sume tkot kahwin siang..nk enjoy lah ape lah. main ank? hahah. Mana nk carik??? aku nak kahwin!! sblom adriana besar!! sapa nk jadi pak sanggup? angkat tangan..hahah. berangan mau lebih! Skrg adriana dah pandai pakai hairband tau. so can buy the flower2 lah..but not tha big. kesain kepala berat nanti. biy the cute2 one. Ni adriana mintak kene lempang uh. tarik2 rambot aku.. sakit la!! Aku marah, sepak muka aku. betol uh budak ni.. tido taknak ..menceceh je.. Air liur dah bersepah pat tangan aku. bukak barney sampai aku dah hafal lagu2 nyer.. haha, cute.. die tgh menceceh ni...... :D So today ku tknk blog lame-lame. Aku penat. & blank. Ohtapi sblom ku lupe, kuak dah jumpe ramadhan alik. si playboy bangsat tu. and mat sx maniac.mane bley ajak romen pat tangga eh. sial tul hahahahahhahahaha. those were the days! Klah frens, wanna do my stuff. But still not sleepy yet. So will blog again tomorrow.
Takecare(: @ 11:41 PM
Monday, September 27, 2010 ♥ Damn bored now! Just finished eating mcspicy. Today, just ate two burger, mcspicy and mcchicken. And i ate nasi with soup. And i ate apple pie too! Masya allah.. Gemok benar aku! Macam aku ckp, asl malam je aku lapar, asal lapar je malam. Agh!! Need to resisit it soon! or else i wont get to find my mr right when i am so fat like pig. hehe. Currently chatting with danial. My fren.. Those were the days. When all guys makes me like a fool and you one of them. However, i forgive but will not forget. Ok drop the topic. Skrg ni dah ade internet access!! Yeayy. Dah tk pakai broadband ni sume. Takyh leceh2 nak cocok. SKrg pakai wireless je! Dah tk lembab seperti dulu! Membosankan sey pakai broadband...Buaat aku nk campak je ni lappy. Thanks abag kuz!! Dia tahu kehendak adik-adiknye. Marah tu action je. Hahahah. Adriana getting better. Alhamdulillah. Paling tk suke lah bila adriana sakit. Tapi bagus pulak this tyme.. Tak lah seteruk dulu. Aku ni skrg cepat marah uh. Suara aku kalau pekik satu blk bleh dgr siol! Mcm org gile aku campak2 barang. Kenapa eh. Dah lah gemok, beh kuat marah. Laki pun tknk siak! haha ;) Tadi otw nak amek erika dari school, aku nmpak rock. Haha, masih cute lagi eh kau walaupun umur kau dah 30 lebih. Hahah. Dah kawin n ade anak. Good! Aku dah de anak tapi blum kawin. huhu. lain sikit. =D WAWA!!! Aku baru tahu adek kak dayah masuk! kalau kak dayah tak bilang aku pun tak tahu der. aku aru ingat datang raya rumah die nampak die.. skali ku tanye die takde. Sodeh tul. Kakak die nk kahwin kan bulan 12, die pun takde. sob sob! haha. Tunggu die sudah wa.. aku sokong 100%. hahah. Kenapa eh iz delete die pey facebook, tagged eh?? tadi ku jalan limbang, ku nmpak kete merah die. Kat umah pompang tu. Beh takkan lah nk settle down sampai delete2 sume. hmm, masing-masing lah kan.. Tapi ku dgar lah dari org yg die nk masuk bulan 10. Dah nk dekat bulan 10. check2 dh msok tk? K hari ni kau nk tukar blog skin. Smlm nk tukar..internet slow macm kura-kura lah sey! Skrg dah tak. AKu akan tukar. Dan kau dah pk masa2.aku tkkan letak tagboard. Better dont take a risk. Tahu2 lah.musuh ni tk kire tempat. pat blog pun boleh ade musuh tau. Ni dipanggil Low class enemy! Rumah aku ni nk kene buat spring cleaning. Dah berserak nk mampos. Lagi-lagi bilik purple aku ni. Dah bau, dah rimas aku tgok. Masalah nye. AKu ni dah bberat bontot, berat tangan, berat perut, berat kaki. Dah jadi pemalas siak aku. Tak boleh jadi sey. Bile ngandung aku lah paling pembersih and rajin.takde satu habok pun! Skrg, nk tgok habok? ah datang lah rumah aku. dengan mak kau skrg sebok keje. Adikadik aku kemas weekend je. Anak aku lagi nk gendong je fuyoo! macam rumah kampung2 sey! Ok lah till here den. AKu nk carik skin jambu jambu. Nanti lau rajin ku update lagi. Eh aku suke lah internet aku skrg. CEPAT! yessa! broadband singtel lembab siak!
Takecare(: @ 10:29 PM
♥ Bosan yg tersangat-sangat! Ape lagi ni nak buat. Baru kul 1pagi. Macam siang lah pulak kan aku nk tido. Selalu tido kul 4- 5 pagi. Bangun kul 12. Amalakan slalu uh ain! Tapi kalaua ku tido siang pun, tetap bngun lambat. Dengan ank aku sekali bagn lambat. Tak keje gini uh, tido bgn lambat. Dulu masa adriana kecik lagi, aku keje, ah kau bngun kul 730 pagi. Start kul 10 pagi. Keje at hougang. Bercinta lah sey. Lagi-lagi kalau dah lambat beh hujan pulak tu, taxi tkmu ckp uh, sembunyi kat mane pun tk tahu. Tapi dulu nasib aku baik, boss aku gerek beh offic baru bukak, office bapak aku punya. Boss tak slalu ade. Keje 2 jam, FB, GAME, MSN 8 jam. Lunch takde. Ikut sesuka hati nk makan kul rape. Nk kuar isap rokok ke. Tapi sayangnye.. Gaji aku sikit aje. Tak samapi 1100. Blom potong cpf lagi nie. Beh kawan keje pulak mulut mcm mak joyah. Pakai je tudung tapi masya allah! bingit je. AKu berenti die tak tahu, tapi besoknye aku nk dtg amek duit. Aku ckp dgn die aku nk jumpe die depan mata aku sendiri ckp yg die tak buat mulut pat boss aku. Aku dtg die takde, aku tanya boss aku, die dah brenti. Si cina ni pun ade tnye nk keje tak.. Aku ckp tkpelah. Gaji mak oi! mintak ampun sey! ddengan duit tambang aku sume aku dapat $ 10 je! kadang-kadang tak sampai k. Skrg ni aku nk carik keje tapi tak bukak2 paper. Resume tak edit. Nk keje dtg pat aku je. Sejak due menjak ni aku pey malas menjadi-jadi. Apakah disebabkan kegemokkan aku? tapi aku kuar jalan raya, sume ckp badan kau dah kecik. macam salah tgok je makcik-makcik aku nie sume. Aku ni kalau tk makan 3 kali tak sah.! Tapi selalunya lah, selera kau bila siang, tkde tau. Dah mlm je mencari aku makanan. Sampai dah 2 kali straight order mac. Rabak pe aku skrg. Haahah.! Nk kene bangun excersice. Tapi nantilah! =D Tadi kawan abang datang beraya. Ada 2 baby. Besar dari adriana sikit. Aku tak amek gamba pulak. Yg paling montel nk mamps, baby boy, yusuf. 7 months. SUmpah aku tak bedeek punyelah montel! Aku dukung terasa berat. Tnagn lenguh! haha. Seriously uh montel mcm nk gigit and potong pipi, tangan , kaki and bontot die je! lagi satu baby girl, laila, 10 months Ni macam adriana. Putih same, rambut same. Nakal pun same. Active gile sey! Dengan bunga die pat kepala. Cute pe kau! Cantik baby laila. Bapak hensem .huahuahua. Paling kecik , & comel anak aku, 13month. Die yg tua, die yg kecik. hahahaha! Apelah adriana suruh gemok, sakit lah apelah! Ish!. Tapi kalau ikut aku tyme kecik2..Primary 3 maseh 20kg. Kecik eh. Anak africa siak! Dah lah hitam, kurus.. Hahahahahha! Start ngandung samapilah sekarang, gemok macam kerbau! Abanga ku pun dah overweight. SUruh aku guess weught die brapa. Sekalii 86. Mak oi! Lagi 4kg dah 90. hahahahhaahahha! kecoh sak aku pey family. kakak aku 90kg. Sume tinggi besau! Adik aku, insyirah 40kg primary 4. Nana, 50kg sec 1. Kecoh siak!. Tapi kita sume tak nmpk gemok sebab kite tinggi! paling paling org tgok kite mesti ckp besar eh skrg bukan gemok. haha. kire oklah tu! =D yg penting happy jangan gemok sakit sudah! Aku nk tukar blogskins. Aku dah jelak dah ni skin. Abeh aku nk letak tag tapi...mcm malas pulak eh nk letak . Leceh uh. Tak payah lah. Nanti spam spam sume leceh pey barang. Tukar skin letak lagu! Abag aku suruh aku kahwin. Mane aku nk carik ni !?! Aku pun nk kawin.. Tapi aku nk keje, beli rumah dulu. Apa-apa pun nama aku biar first! Ni sume playsafe. Sblom apa-apa terjadi. Aku call HDB, die kata singlemother ade $ 25k Grand! So limit-limit cpf adekn $ 30K den proceed beli rumah.. Carik 3 bilik sudah! Sekarang abg aku tgh carik new flat. Aku rase aku pun nk carik new flat. New flat skrg tkyh renovate sume. Resale murh, tapi tulah nk kene renovate sume! renovate je mkn 10k. Mampos bnyak pakai duit stakat nk tempat tinggal. kakak aku dah selamat uh dpt rumah. Dah nk pindah. ABg aku lagi stahun . lepas tu aku. Tinggal lah mak, bapak and adik2. Happy uh dorg! Takde spae nk marah dorg! huhuhu! " Saya bukan nk mencari lelaki, tapi saya hanya ingin mencari cinta"
Takecare(: @ 1:02 AM
Sunday, September 26, 2010 ♥ Orang kata, biar lah muka tak lawa tapi prangai mau baik. And biarlah tak laku, asalkan jangan syok sendiri. Haha.. Kecoh siak kau pompan. Blom kahwin , nikah kau dah ye ye panggil tu jantan laki kau. Ada malu tk? Beh blom kahwin blom ade apa-apa ikatan, kau dah nk canon2 kawan pompan die pat fb kau. Berani tkmu letak pat fb lah sial. Ckap depan mata. Kau nk main taik ngan aku tak pasal. Umur pun dekat. beh aku pun tklah SEMAUT mane pun. Tapi kau nk hu ha hu ha ngan kawan GC aku, Rosa. Siak uh. You mess with wrong person. Kalau kau nk tgok muka kau kene campak ngan gelas, mau branilah. kalau kau nk tgok kepala kau kene tetak, jumpa dia uh sial. Ya ya kau eh pat fb, pat blog.. Dengan budak umur pepek kau , boleh lah kau Ya ya, beh nak ya ya ngan rosa. Rosa kol laki kau, maki kau, end up kau ckp, " Sorry kak" Pukiwak.. Lu bobal world sial! kau memang nk kene ajar. kau memnag nk kene tangan pompan sial! kau tk penah kene kan? kalau kau nk tgok gigi rabbit kau yg buruk nk mampos tu termasuk, mau brani kau 1 2 1 ngan rosa k. Rosa dah rilek, kau kpkb. Hahahhaha.! sial uh. Bahan kekek siak! Laki kau bukan barang panas lah. Sebab laki kau ni pandai buat kawan.watever lah sundal. ! gigi maintain eh amek gmba . Macam nk ludah je kau pey muka! Betol lah ni perempuan rabbit. Kecoh. Nk seret kepala rosa pat road. tahu tak tahu nie bobal ape? Nk tgok muka sape kene seret nanti pat road boat quay. Nak tgok pe kau terselt bawa kereta..? nak tgok pe kau kene hentak ngan ashtray? nk tgok pey kepala kau yg cantik tu hentak pat kereta? nk tgok pe tapak kaki rosa melekat kat kau pey muka? nk tgok ckp gerl. umur baru 19 nk yaya. Laki kau je barang panas..kau tu barang tak tau panas ke sejuk..kire hidup segan mati tak mau. Ank kau tkmu eh ikut prangai kau. Pecahcos sia! World mau lebih!
Takecare(: @ 1:31 AM
Friday, September 24, 2010 ♥ Dated: 23rd Sept 2010, Thursday. Life can be sore bore at times. When you got nothing to do, futhermore your internet is not working anymore. I think technology getting too sensetive. Just in 1 wrong press, it cant shot down all your stuff. I dont know what is wrong with my broadband. Brother accused us ( me , nana & syirah ) of spoiling his broadband. Ok, i dont think its our fault. We didnt do anything. Infact we did use that broadband an hour before it spoilt. Well, i managed to get unsecured wireless to log in my FB, meanwhile, i log in with my phone. Bankrupt uh gini top up je abes. Ape nak buat.. Nanti tk on facebook, business tk jalan. I need job desperately. I need to back to square one. Hunting for job. Straits time EVERYDAY. Resume send EVERYDAY. Not a full time one, just a part-time. Cos, i dont like to work for others actually. Tu sebab carik part-time je. Malas nk keje, nk duit je. :D I want to watch Lagenda Budak setan. Going to buy soon. Just $ 11 at TKC. Will ask Nana to buy for me. Duduk rumah tk buat ape=ape. Tgok movie pun best kan. Dengan internet rosak je. Darah up je. Ni carik wireless, tk jumpe-jumpe. Madang pakai KEY je. Bongok tul lahh. 24 jam pakai phone je. BANKRUPT siol! oh yes, Adriana now can say PAPA clearly. Actually, told by my sister and read some book, baby easy to use letter P & B . Ade budak ckp baba, papa.. Mama susah sikit. Mummy jangan harap lah. Aku nk suruh adriana panggil aku Mama instead of Mummy. Tak pun, ibu. Wow! So motherly k IBU. ;) Yesterday went out with Adriana to LOT 1. First went to singpost to post some stuff to my customers. Then off to LOT 1. Kalau dah nama nye IBU, hehe, mesti kuar, pegi KIDDY PALACE, MOTHERCARE.. tak sah kan kalau tak pegi. Bought for her 2 New pajamas. And her baby wash & shampoo. Jalan tutup mata pergi counter, kalau tak, bnyak belanja oi! I want to go West coast palza. MOTHERCARE NYA BESAR SEKALI!! . mothercare yg best part kasut dia. Very nice and cheap too. Dari dulu sampai skrg nk belikan adriana pram, tak terbeli-beli. Maybe akan beli yg ringan sikit and not that bulky. Nk turun naik bus ke mrt ke taxi ke leceh gile. Experienced as a mother, life can be so beautiful and meaningful when your daughter kiss you early in the morning. Dont want to sleep untill you sleep beside her/him. Wanna follow you where ever you go! Best tau! . ;) TO mummy to be, you will encounter the same experience as me! once you experienced it, share with us! Happy enjoying your motherhood! That will be all for today. Thanks for your time! will update soon! Take care huns. ;) Dated: 24th September First of all , i would like to fuck this fellow who passed my no around. SICKENING FELLOW. NO LIFE SIA! Pukimak mane ntah main pass-pass no aku. Kiwak, takde cara siak. Pala buto. Besar pey binatang! prangai konek. Dari buang-buang masa kau, puas hati korg gi main binatang kan, sebab korg pun mcm binatang..takde otak. Kontol sial!! haram! Haha, spoilt my mood sia. Drop the topic. Today, went to kakak house at bukit batok. Thought of spring cleaning, end up zero. Dah two tymes k. This contractor lah, nk buat jamban lah, lampu lah! pecah sey. Then while waiting for the delivery man to come and send my niece bed, we off to pasar biru. Ok was damn shocked, tgh shok-shok jalan. ku perasan ni mamat tgok kan aku. Nk makan, makan je lah eh, nk tgok-tgok. Trus ku toleh. Skali kitty. muakaka.. Tapi tk tegur, maybe dia ingat-ingat lupe. Tapi kalau kau tk ingat pun best.. Nanti cite-cite gemilang ku kat umah jo terkeluar. Oooops, aku tak jadi bahan rolling k pat umah jo.. Sebab, aku ni dijaga oleh jo sendiri. hahahha. Saja-saja je aku ni rapat ngn jo, utk kepentingan aku. Jahat kan aku. jahat sekali.... Tapi tu dulu geng. Skrg dah good good..tk caya, tanye aku.. ;) Den jalan-jalan, jumpe pulak, hmmm lupe nama.. ex kelly. Tgok aku senyum-senyum..seriously, aku ni ingat muka je , nama aku lupe.. beh senyum alik lahh kan..kau pun dgn pompan..nk lebih-lebih pe cite pulak eh.. Den jalan jalan lagi, jumpe lah sedare aku ngan pompan die, zul... Sume aku jumpe tinggal bukit panjang, pe cite pat pasar biru?..hahah. Den off to AKIRA, bought two lamps and vacuum cleaner.. Then went back kakak house.. After maghrib bergerak ke bukit batok mrt.. Go makn den took taxi and balik.. miss my princess.. Alik princess tido.. princess sakit.. Semlm jumpe doctor, princess malu-malu..sebab doctor lelaki muda..hensem... macam mak die jugak prangai kan.. hahah. princess skrg dah 9 kg. Namapk je pendek, tapi berat. berat pampers kot.. huahuahua.. Oh aku baru perasan yg iz dah delete die pey tagged.. nape eh? Beh facebook die pun dah tkde.. asal eh mcm gini sekali.. dah nk kahwin ke pe?? watever it is.. You always in my mind! Kawan-kawan, pegi tgok cite Lagenda Budak setan.. Best && so freaking romantic.. Dah abes tgok cite tu, aku trus teringin sangat nk lelaki mcm gitu..hahahahah. Best kan. Mane nk dpt lelaki gitu. Dah pupus dah! Ape-apelah, tknk ckp pasal lelaki.. Oh yes, aku tgh nk amek course Fundamental..then proceed to infant cert.. Den aku nk apply keje as asst teacher at childcare.. Kakak aku suruh.. gaji $ 1300-1500.. meletup jugak eh.. Ok pe... kejap je keje.. stakat tgok tgok kan anak anak strawberry. hahaha. Ok lah kawan.. Aku mls nk ckp panjang lebar. no man, will never cry! huhuhu..
Takecare(: @ 11:40 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 ♥  Lebaran this year was superb! So freaking happy. Princess managed to collect over $ 200 for 1st day! wow!! Enjoyed my 1st, 2nd, 3rd, and following say with parents, cousins, uncles, aunties & nephew. ;) I think ive been ignoring my blog for quite sometime. Too busy with "jalan raya" and my business. Alhamdulillah, now im back to work. For 1st week, ive earned $ 180. Quite big sum though. Will try harder . Now, im looking for part-time job. As i need money for my fixed monthly expenses. Which is my daughter's stuff and some bill that need to pay. And im sending princess to childacre soon. Still looking for a good childcare. thinking if sis's place can take princess. But Bukit panjang is damn far for me to fetch and send her . Tgok ar amacam eh. carik yg dekat-dekat je lah. For my reader's info, im no longer contacting with ijat and his girlfriend. Because, i dont need them to hurt my feelings. Not anymore. I know ijat wants me damn much. In between that, ijat wants ekin ( his gf ) too. See, tamak ke keliru ke ape?
Takecare(: @ 1:13 AM
Monday, September 6, 2010 ♥ Well, i know im being so rude in my previous post. I wont delete it as i need to know when was the day that 3 monkeys made my day gone very very bad. Haiss. What is happening to all my friends? Enough said, i dont want to elaborate more about them for today. All i can do is, i will pray for them to open up their mind and heart that they can choose which one is good and bad. Im not saying that im good, but at least ive tried to be good and remove all my " black " memories aside, infact im trying. So can you. antara nak dengan taknk je . Im getting bored with this lappy. Where the hell is my bluetooth device? Sian ah i cannot upload new photos. Can upload my daughter wearing Baju Kurung and new pair of black shining shoe with small ribbon. See how fast times fliess.. Last year raya, im unable to tag along my family to JB . And i was still in 40 days. So i stayed at home with baby. Pity me. Went out for a while meeting Ayu. But not for this year. Princess can walk! The happiest part ever. She is so adorable.. Mummy gonna bite you soon! Heehes. Love you baby. I hate this particular guy, named ITIK. Seriously, im going to BLOCK you boy. I told him that im super duper busy k. He replied me. " hmm busy ape je.. Busy ngan BF baru ehhk? " Oh NO! i hate this type of guy. If i have a new BF, i will still entertain my friends kay? Im not going to throw all my friends just because my BF. Stupid things. Like i posted in my previous post the reason why i dont want to talk with him on the phone. BAru bebual pat tepon, dah nk jiwang keparat. Aku tak suka tau. Aku kenal lelaki dah nk beribu lah. Aku tahu lah prangai2 lelaki. So kalau nak kawan, masukkan kepala otak korang-korang lelaki sume, bebual mcm kawan. Ape saje. Nak care and concern time lambat tau. As for now, hati aku dah tertutup rapat untuk sume lelaki. Tengoklah stahun dua tahun lagi. Insyaallah, terbuka ke. Sekarang ni aku muak and jelak denagan lelaki. Penat lah layan karenah korang korang sume. Layankan korang sampai maruah aku tergadai. Bongok lah. Kenapa lah lelaki macam binatang? subhanallah! My spine is so damn hurt. Feels like my period is around the corner. But still no sign of it at all. But why why my spine is killing me? cant bear with the pain kay. Haiyoh! I encounter something, i cant go out to anywhere. Even to singpost to post something out. I will feels exhausted and sleepy. Told mother about it, and mother said, next time, do pre natal massage promptly. Stubborn! Bengkung pun taknk pakai. I dont even know that will be this bad to escape massage ang that things! Aghh! However, im ready for my 2nd baby. In 3 years time perhaps? I want 4 children. 3 guys, 1 gal. heheh. So blessing! Im getting tired. Will blog some other day. Take care people. Have a nice day. 3 more days to go.
Takecare(: @ 11:29 PM
Saturday, September 4, 2010 ♥ Im getting bored with ijat. Serious no Jokes! Kalau setakat nk ckp ni anak kau, apek tepi jalan pun boleh cakap gitu.. Besar pey pukiimak! Aku pun tak mati lah siol takde kau pey duit ke ape lah ehh. Slama nie yg jaga adriana, aku jugak! Sakit pening die, sape jaga? Aku juga. So kau sape ni nak maki aku SIAL bile aku tak kasik jumpe? Kalau fight kat court pun, sapa yg menang? Aku jgak boy!! Binte bukan rohaizat siol. And one more thing, kau tak layak lah jadi bapak dekat mana2 anak pun! Perangai drama keling siol!! Lakhnat!! Sial!! Pukimak! Pala buto!! Nabei!! JIlat pepek mak kau lah siol nk ajak aku main. ikir aku ape?? Memang kau jantan takde kepala otak, tu pasal la ape ckp tk pernah masok kepala otak. Pompan ku pun mane pey big fuuck!! Bilang die, blom lagi MAUT lah sial!! Berani sms je? Tak layan uh. Nak kol aku. Aku kol korg reject pe! Konon bz. Beh sms boleh? Kepala bapak korg lah! Ni lagi satu binatang. Kelly! Besar pey penipu. Goreng aku cukup-cukup. Fikir aku budak 12 tahun per nk tipu tu mcm. Aku tahu lah kau pey tipu sume. Asal sekarang senyap? Tak berani nak ckp uh.. Sebab ape? Sebab kau besar pey penipu!! Puki dah busuk, mulut pun nk busuk!! Susah datang pey betina. Menyesal aku ckp aku kenal korg 3 ekor. Nampak pat lua, confirm2 aku mesti maki ! Takde chance2 lahgi. Korg pijak kepala aku .. return alik lah. AKU SUMPAH KELLY AND EJAT TAKKAN SENANG DUNIA AKHIRAT SELAGI TAK MINTA MAAF DGN AKU. AKU SUMPAH EJAT ADE SAKIT KONEK! AKU SUMPAH KELLY ADA SAKIT PEPEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mak kau pey puki lah nk tipu aku. anak abu peh sial aku?? Lagi satu lakhnat, Inneke. Cibai. fikir aku heran sgt pe dgn kau pey heels nie..??? heran sagt dengan kau pey $ 35?? Tak hean lah siol. Boleh dpt sploh heels lah sial!!!!!! Suka ati mak bapak kau je nk panggil aku auto mama. Kau tu mcm sial..!!!!!!
Takecare(: @ 2:52 PM
Thursday, September 2, 2010 ♥ I was totally pissed off with my old friend. No! im not jealous . Infact i dont have any feelings towards you. But, ive been living for 21 years, and i still cant find a true guy. The one who 90% saying honest to me. What ive found is, 90% is lying to me. Farhan told me he been single for almost a year. Kalau dah namenya Nuraiin, suke korek rahsia orang dalam-dalam. Suka tak suka, tu da memang prangai die. kadang-kadang tk korek pun orang bilang. So yeah, aku dapat tangkap si lahanat nie. Oooops! Tgah marah, tkleh salahkan. Whatever happend yesterday night was totally made me look down on guys. They should know why. Haiss. I promise i wont let myself drain with a useless guys. Enough said. Thought of going geylang with kakak and mother. Haha, woke up 930am. They left me 830am. Mangkok jer kan. Tak dpt ikut lagi.. da bgn beh tido alik.. Nasib postman datang.kalau tak smapi kul 1 ke 2 siol. Dah nk masok 2 bulan aku slalau bgn lambat. Kalau dulu punyelah rajin aku. Hahahaha.. Bangun pagi. Skrg dgn anak aku skali bangun lambat. Yesterday, talked with one guy, named itik. Not my cup of coffee. So i put down the phone. I camt force myself to continue on the phone with him. Haiyaah. Bukan pasal soal rupa. Soalnye.. NO SENSE OF HUMOUR SIAK!! . klaka pe.? Aku ni dah suka ketawe. Imagine like aku sorg je smlm bnyk ketawe. What the hell. Boring sey. Patotlah takde matae. Nk kata tak hensem, Ok perr.. Nak kate takde keje, keje Aetos. SUme ok. RUpe2 nyer, kau adalah seorang lelaki yg membosankan! Last wednesday, went out with mira. Accompany her for interview at Robertson Quay. Rafii workplace. Dah jauh-jauh. Skg kau ckp tknk amek org west side. Klaka seram siak ni jantan. Beh mase kau tnye aku, kau tau pe aku tinggal cck. Asal kau offer aku. Bila aku tolak kasik kawan aku, kau ok. ENd up. Memang tkda cara. Aku doakan, Moga takkan bekekalan bar kau tu! Sial. Nasib ada nana, next interview kat Overeasy. See lah kelly dapat ke tak. After interview pat tmpat rafii, we went to Liang court. Makan.. ( Buka ) .. Den chill around there. Walk around. Sampai lah clarke quay siol. Hahaha. dengan Adriana. Den kelly saw her fren, working at Duck and Hippo. Took a ride for freee. Adriana sooooo happy. Sampai cium aku berkali-kali pat atas boat. Hahahah. Sweet moments.. Took som pic. With kelly.. Will upload soon! Overall, i had fun with kelly and adriana. && Oh yeah, Adriana dah jalan!!!!! Cute skali...... Love princess so much.. Now waiting your grandma come back. SHe bought for you baju kurung, confirm cute... !! Aku blom beli kasut. Rambot blom buat. haha. Lek dulu. Ni sume last min shopping!
Takecare(: @ 1:12 PM
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 ♥ Ku mentafsirkan kelemahan dan kesilapan. Adakah datangnya dariku atau mungkin sebaliknya. Atau kau hadir merubahkanku hingga terkeliru. Ku berikan emas bintang dan permata, bukan kaca kilau tiada berharga. Tetapi sayangnya, kau tipu dan lupakn segalanya yg pernah kita ciptakan semua ini. Pernahkah kau berfikir atau terlintas di hujung hati, untuk kau kembali menyambung mimpi yg kian pudar.. Dedicated to Rohaizat.
Takecare(: @ 12:46 AM
Tuesday, August 31, 2010 ♥ Alhamdulillah. My lappy back working. Thanks to Farhan ( my old frens ) for fixed it up for me. 50 bucks was such a worthy ones! Million thanks. I managed to get it fixed without my brother aknowledge. So clever! Lucky Farhan knew how to fixed it up! haahhas. I cant remember if my last post did mentioned about him. Hmm, let me check first. 1 second please.. Ok back! Yes i did! So i can share something new about me and him. We are getting closer each and evryday after i met him to take my lappy. Actually, from the day i met him, that was back on 2005, i dont have any feelings towards him even ive tried my best. Not at all. Till today. But why he is so damn good towards me. Oh please, im getting sophiscated . Hahaha. Exaggerating sia aku. Now he asked me to come along on 25th septmber go jalan raya with his frens. Haiss. PLUS he asked me what colour am i wearing this year? I gave an excuses that no one is going to take care of my daughter, guess what? he asked me to bring along my daughter. Oh my .. What excuses should i give now?! At last, a very last one, it was yesterday.. Ive told him that im going to solenmise to my daughter's father.. Hahaha. In my dream sia. & he was like so speechless. He did told me that he is totally blank. Nothing to say more. I know how he feels. But i cant force myself to like you right. Yes, im looking for partner of my life. But not the old old one. I want a new fresh which me , my family or friends never know him before. Please. I dont wany anyone who knew my past. Reasons, biarlah rahsia. Lets keep it as my secrets. Im sorry. I think this is better. If you really want me to contact with you, please.. treat me as your friend. Not more than that!! Enough! A year has passed, at last a dughter gets to meet her papa. Alhamdulillah. But doesnt mean im okay with him. I am woman, i know how woman's feelings. Yes im letting go ijat for the sake of ekin. Its enough for me when ekin aggreed to let ijat meet her daughter. Thanks. Much appreciated. Hais. Nothing much to elaborate about him. Ok my daughter is getting active now! im so tired sia. Hahaha. K 5 minutes, i want to make coffee for my father. Please wait.... Ok back again.. Im waiting for my guess top to be deliver by Isabel Nurul. Hahahahaha. I have appointment with kelly tomorrow! So i can wear that. Super Pink sia!! Eventhough i dont like pink. huhu. Oh yes regarding my apam blossom. still yet to collect my apam k. Im going to collect it tomorrow. No matter what . =) Pity mak buyong. Boleh makan ke tak.. i dont mind. Oh yes, yesterday i fought with ekin. Haiss.. Mana boleh ajak one 2 one siol. Hahah. Zaman nenek die tk pakai sluar ke nak ajak fight. Oh no!! Beh aku ckp lah kan, tkmu one 2 one uh. takyah jumpe. Nampak pat luar, tgok sape ludah sape. hahaha. die nk bobal champion ngan aku, aku pun boleh. Tolong lah. Kau tgok budak gc dulu cium road siol ramai2 ramp. kau nk pe!? kau tahu aku dulu keje gc, suke2 mak nenek kau je nk panggil aku sundal. mak kau pey puki lah siol! Step kenal aku lama, kalau stakat dgr cite aku dari ijat. blom maut lagi lahh. Ujung jari je sial!! Kk, ku malas nk gado lagi cos kau pun dah mintak maaf ngan aku bile aku msg kau " Gnagster, kau katne? aku turon " n bile kawan aku msg kau " kau nk one 2 one ngan ain, kau jatohkan aku dulu. sundal!! " hahah. trus in half an hour time, kau mintak baik2 ngan aku. pe ni..? tapi nasib baik aku lah.. aku nk pemaaf orangnyer. I tak kesah. You baik ngan i, sploh kali i baik ngan u. tapi kalau u buat taik ngan i, taik anak i campak kat you. hahahah. k peace. Ku nk buat keje aku. Will update again.. TOmorrow? After tomorrow.. see la kay. Nytes and slamat berpuasa. P/S: Skrang ni malam lailatul qadar, malaikat dan Allah turun ke bumi pada waktu malam, berdoa lah.. mohon lah apa saja. Insya allah, allah akan makbulakan nya..
Takecare(: @ 9:26 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2010 ♥ Kenapa masalah datang mendadak nie. Bosan uh. Bingit. mcm-mcm perasaan ade. Apelah Nasib aku ni. Dari aku kecik sampailah da ade anak, mcm gini je idup aku. Mcm nak pecah kepala otk aaku fikirkan masalah aku. Aku tk tau lah mane silap aku nie.. Hais. Ya allah, aku reda dengan apa jua dugaan yg kau berikan padaku. Tapi aku tidak kuat utk menempuhnya ya allah. Aku hanya seorang insan yg lemah. Tak kuat utk aku menanggung segala dugaanmu. Aku mohon padaMu ya allah, kau ringankanlah beban ku. Sesungguhnya kau maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang. ='( aku sedih to the core k. Sumpah. Aku tk larat. Ahhh, aku pening .. Kenapa kenapa kenapa..? Nafsu lagi jahat dari bisikn syaitan!!! Aku blom post out lagi barang-barang customer. Aku penat uh. Bingit dengan ni supplier. He is China man. Bobal english langsung aku tak pahamm. SUmpah. Ni bukan singlish lagi tau. ni dah bahasa bapak die gaknyer. Haha. Aku kp bile barang restock, die ckp ni 9 month 15 no. ape siak. aku tnye lagi ni dei jawab. beh aku solve sendiri uh. dah cam main puzzle. rupe-rupenye.. 15th septmber. kpala bapak die 15 no. hahahahhahahaha. Bingit bingitt.. To de max!!!! Jahanam betol. Nasib kau ni supplier aku, kalau ak, dah kene maki dah tadi. Smalam main tagged. Chat balik dengan...erm.. tak ingat name. Tapi dulu aku contact ngan die.. Den lost contct.aku contact ngan adik die, ihsan. Matae jap ngan die. Ihsan baiik sekali. Very loving. Sanggup buat ape je utk matae die, tapi aku lah problem.. main blakang die. Den break. Den dah berzaman, abg die plak dtg. mak ai. kecoh kan. Besok aku contct ngn bapak die. haha. Mcm-mcm org aku jumpe pat tagged. Ade satu ni msg aku ckp, nk offline ngan aku. Aku ckp, buat pe..? tak kenal pe.. die ckp die suffering from a bad break off eh. ape lah kan. AKu ckp, y me, strangers? y not your friends.. die reply ni " friends are all married and busy. If you dont want, den its ok SCRAM OFF. thanks but no thanks " ya allah, betol pelik uh org-org ni. hahah. pepek sey. Smlm , adriana nk tido punyelah susah. Aku ni sejak kebelakangan ni, cepat marahsey. Tahap kesabaran aku dah ilang ntah kemana. Asek nk mengamuk je. Salah sikit, siaplah korang.. Tulah sebabnye aku ckp nafsu lagi jahat dari bisikan syaitan. haiss.. Kesian anak aku kenen marah. tapi biarlah. NAKAL!!!! ppening kepala mummy. Makin aku ckp, no sayang. Jangan nanti jatoh. DIe makin buat. Skali aku pekik." WOI!! kau nk jatoh eh " hahah. trus nangis den tido. standard lah aku pun kene marah ngan atok and nenek die. Marah slah tak marah pun salah. Serba salah kalau tinggal dgn mak bapak. Nk buat ape-ape ade limit. Ni mak sendiri kalau mak mertua. Lagi mampos aku.. Tu pun aku gatal nk kahwin.. Aku tak puasa nari. Aku nk makan sum sum jap lagi. Mak aku bawak erika go doctor. Aku nk kol courier service tolong anta kan brg2 org nie.. Aku malas nk g singpost. Aku ngantok and tkde mood. Aku nk tgok GEGEBO. best dok.. Aku nk stop ni kepepekan aku. Hahah. Nanti malm, insya allah aku blog lagi.. Slamat berbuka nanti..
Takecare(: @ 2:25 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 ♥ Haha. Guess what i just did. Im done fixed my keyboard. 3 keypad was out. haha. Blame on me, i dun mind. I was so mad ( internet faulty ) and i bang this lappy. Siak uh ain, tekeluar sey. tawuu aku rase takot. Was hoping that brother wont come home while im fixing this thingy. Lucky, he is still not home yet! Thanks god!! Moral of the story, please be gentle to your lappy even you are veryyyy furious on something. They have feelings too.. Liek i said, i will be meeting kelly today & yes i did. Met her at IMM. She was totally a different little girl. She was soooooooooo gaining her weight. I mean it. aku ni taklah pandai sgt tgok perbezaan org, but seriously i was sooo blur when i saw her. Haha, no offence girl. She was alone, her " baby " went out with her uncle. Hmm, let see how far you can lie to me. Im asking to all my readers, is ANMUM for babies or mummy-to-be? like what the hell was she thinking. I ask her, what milk did she give to her "baby " ( was just testing her ") she told me Mamil. But she wanted to change it cos too expensive for unemployed mother. Ok, i agree with that. & i ask her , she going to change to...? She answered me : ANMUM. hahaha. I wanted to laugh but yeah, afterall she is just a kid who is still running away from home. Aiyahhh little girl, lucky i am your friend.. We headed to Giant... Bought for adriana 2 rompers. See, this thing will remain in all mummy's thought. When we are at any baby's shop.. We always thought of buying for them.. We want everything for our baby.. Not good k.. Cos we are pampering them.. But, i cant avoid it. heees.Then we off to , ermmm..im not so sure.. Was wasting our time there. Nothing much at IMM to explore.. So bored! So we just slackig around.. ijat told me that he wants to meet me .. But end up, he was with ekin. So i texted him this h" Kau takmu ni bising kalau aku tak kasik jumpa adriana. Kau pikir aku budak2 ke kau boleh makan. Kau ingat jat , semlm kau kol aku ckp sal pompan kau. Mcm aku ckp, aku bukn senang bleh makn, aku record tau. Kau main taik ngan aku, taik juga aku balas. Bile2 siol aku leh kasik ekin dgr.. "ehehe fana eh. Padahal... aku tak record lah siol.. Den die reply ni " Ape ann, aku nye ppd low tau. Aku nk save2.. Ni kau dah ckp gini.. Aku memang dgn ekin tadi..Aku sorry lah sebb aku nak kene rush gi werk. Jumpe kau besok pun boleh " Satu word aku reply " Isap bopley anjing lah siol. Aku tak mkn lagi ngan kau pey sorry sorry.." hahaha.. Member kol bnyk kali .. hahahahahahahahha. Padan muka kau,. Tau kau gabra. Lek jat, ni permulaan je. Panjang lagi ni.. Kau dah jumpe aku, lagi sengsara kau. Sampai kau melutut kat aku. Bobl pat tepon aku ckp aku record, beh kalau jumpe ape aku nk buat...? agak2? haha, amek gmba jack.. Record pun boleh... Sial! tak cukup lah dgn ni.. kau buat aku lagi sengsara sial! slagi duit kau tu tak abes, slagi tu aku akan mintak samapi lobang cacing. Kelly was hoping die dtg.. tapi tak. Bobal mcm champ pat tepon. Kontol lah siak! kk, dah penat mengamuk. Aku dah puas !! Aku nk kahwin ah. Bosan lah hidup gini. Ada laki kan best, boleh mentel2 malam2 gini. hahah siak. klah bye.. ngantok. Slamat malam kawan.
Takecare(: @ 11:46 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 ♥ Slept at 5 in the morning. Do all my work and stuff. Woke up at 10am. Because of the overslept thingy, mother cancelled our outing to geylang. haiiya! like again. Why i cant wake up early? why why why? Lucky i have my princess, woke me up by pushing her milk bottle in my mouth. Naughty girl. Haha. Nasib anak tau.. terpaksa senyum. =) . Well, i just done with my tagged. Huh? Tagged??! wahhh.. serious uh ? yes lah. But this round i wont delete it again! Ni sume pasal iz. Hahaha. Konon lah die dulu. Mat konon tul lah. Got this one guy, sent me a message. " hi , can i get to know you " and i was like laughing. Dah 2 tahun babe tak dengar cm gini. The replied him, by all means. Den he told me that he is a married guy with two sons. Oh my! Then still have the cheeck to get to know me. Asked him, why must you flirting with other girls while you are a mrried guy? Senang je ni janz jawab, wawa kau dngar conferm bingit. " Cos i dont love her, i ade due anak pun sebab 1st shortgun..2nd i just play part as a husband. " play part as husband?! ke play part with your kontol? Still have this kind of guy. You can add him wa or just view her profile.. Sumpah aku tak bekenan. Baru permulaan nak mencari cinta.. hahahahahahah. dah kene yg gini. Ya allah, keluarkan lah lelaki-lelaki yg sejati dan suci hatinya. Amin. Im having toothache. Please please, dont come again. Im not strong to deal with the pain. Princess is having tootache too. 2 more teeth still growing. The most pity part, her wisdom tooth is out. haha, pity you.. And she having a shock fever. Im so happy , baby phat items has just reached me. Now waiting for other half to reach me and kids stuff. My room will be just like a warehouse. Dont care as long as im happy with it. Okay, im running out words. Bye all. Have a nice and delicious breakfast today. =)
Takecare(: @ 2:52 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010 ♥ Will always with my bad habit, kept neglecting my blog without any update. Ive been spending all my time with my princess and work. Now, nothing much to do so i am here to update my daily routine. It will be a random one cos i cant really remember what i did last summer ;) . haaaha. But better than nothing. This is what happend when boredom strikes you in sudden! First of all, i want to thank mama-to-be, wawa, for her tempting apam blossom photo in facebook. & i have already order 100 piece for my so called family gathering. =) yummy. Cant wait to eat you my apam blossom. Will be collecting you on friday. Life is so bore when you got nothing to do. I have a few problems to be settle. Most important is "our" lappy. It is crashed out of sudden. What is playing on my mind is, how am i going to tell my brother about this? He will be pretty mad! i can imagine what will happen next if i tell him. Oh no! i am in a big trouble. I dont know what is wrong with the crashing things. Haiyahh. If i a computer geek. i will fix it by myself. =( But too bad, im not.. By hook or by crook i HAVE to tell brother about this matter. Now, using sis lappy. Drop the topic. Im so happy when i managed to contact my old friend, kelly. Miss her damn much. Spent almost a year with you was a uneraseable moments. Serious, happiest thing ever happens in my life. But sadly, i know youre are lying to me. I am in your flow. I dont want to ask you over this thing. I pretend to agree with all your stories. You told me you have a daughter which is already 5 months. Given birth on 28 march. Hey your facebook explains everything. On 27 march you posted on your wall post " Tak sabar nak club besok " Besok means 28 march. You delivered your baby in a club? Wasnt it so pathetic for you to lied to your old friend, who treated you like your own flesh blood sister? You agreed to meet me on wednesday. You told me that you are going to bring your baby. I know that baby belongs to your cousin or your friend. not yours. Or maybe you have been taking care of that baby for your cousin or friend sake? No matter how bad you are, i will always keep you as my friends. Cos i know, youre alone. Will always be by your side. Looking forward on our meeting. Princess turned 1 on 19th august, thursday. Bought for her baby phat bracelet. Brother gave her two pair of shoes. So cutee. She likes it so much. Sis gave her gold necklace. Now she really looks like a girl. With two jewelry. Next, i want to pierce her tiny little ear. Mother gave her a new set of milk bottle. Adik bought for her two carebear bodysuits. Thnks for all the beautiful presents. This year unable to do a birthday party. Will consider it for next year.Insya allah. A year has pass, but it seems like it was just yesterday. I am so proud to have you in my life. You brought a light to my dull life. Evenhough, i was so sad at that point of time. I was crying whenever i looked at your eyes whhen you asleep. But everything was fine when you smile at me. I love you princess. Will shower you with love. =) Im so sleepy now. Tomorrow going geylang with mother. Hmm, need to take a nap .
Takecare(: @ 2:30 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2010 ♥ You came to my life again. I simply cant understand what is your motive being so playboy.? I thought you attched with a pretty woman? Stop all your nonsense bro. I dont wish to be your barbie doll anymore. aku ckp kau tknk dengar. Kalau bosnan tkmu add aku. add pompn lain. berapa belambak kawan pompan kau. keliru uh. Jadi lelaki biar ade pendirian siol. Jangan ini nak, tu nk. Mmpos siak kau. Otak sakit agaknye bab tu mcm gini. Bnyk sgt duduk dalam. Haaa. Nk kawan dengan aku, aku tak kesah tapi bile betina kau menyalak mcm anjing, kau mane? Kau pun kecot siol . Diam seribu bahasa. Kontol pat tekak. Skrg ape ? Angkat kaki jalan lah siol. Aku dah lama sabar ngan kau. Stahun lebih nk masok 2 tahun dah. Prnagai mcm kanak-kana budu siak! Nama je gangster. Iz tokyo konon. Blah lah jantan. Buto!
Takecare(: @ 10:56 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 ♥ 21st birthday celebration wasnt that happening. seriously. thought of going back rather than sitting there looking at someone who was selling her stuff. Which i dont know what occassion it was actually? August babies birthday or bazaar geylang? aiyah auntie. for almost a year, you always kept avoiding when we had our gathering day out. you always not there wen we celebrating others birthday or whatever . But why now we alwayss see you in every gathering? The reason: You wanted to sell all those stuff which is soo freaking expensive auntie. You have make my uncle look like an indonesian guy, looked like no family. looked like you picked him at thr roadside. Arse! such a wick woman. Hate my auntie so much. Sooo selfish . Go and bring your BIG lugage to somewhere else BUT please not to our special gatheriing. Sick auntie. Brother ian bought for me Agens B wrislet. WOW! soo nice. Mother and sister bought for me Agnes B handbag. DOUBLE WOW! haha. So complete. And i bought myself a new watch, konon hadiah dari baby girl uh. hahaha. and LV tote bag, ni hadiah dari erika. wakaka. ive told you, i cant stop online shopping. i dont know why. makin bnyk duit. makin bnyk lah tu aku belanja. have to stop all this stoopid habit. not good for future. =) Currently, looking for LIGHT PURPLE STROLLER. soo sick of pink, blue, red and blablabla. Common color lah. Need to find something different. List for baby girl which i want and need to buy before i stop my habit ( online shop ). hees Baby girl wishlist : Purple stroller Raya shoe Raya dress Headband Bracelet Necklace Mummy wishlist: New hair do. Raya shoe raya handbag other jewelry. haha. bracelet baby girl dah dpt. baby dress pun dah dpt. mummy sume blom dpt nie. anak kan first priority. mummy mithali tak ? haha. Mata aku dah start kero. Perut aku dah start lapa. tapi nk kene solat nie. boleh sampai tk time subuh. hahaha. p/s wawa: wa, i can feels you . At the moment, i dont need a man. i just need my family. and now i need a fren. =) be happy. Both of us are SUPERWOMAN.
Takecare(: @ 3:47 AM
Sunday, August 8, 2010 ♥ .jpg) Cute right my princess wearing " cekak " . She looks adorable like this. Erika soo mentel . Praying. hehee. They are my joy and happiness. They bring light to my dull life. They smile and laught whenever i felt sad. Thanks beauty cupcakess.. Yesterday, aku berjaya jaga dua dua cupcakes. Sis su and abg zik went out, came back late at night. Parents went pontian with nenek and auntiess. They left me with this two cupcakes, around 430pm sampai 12am. That was sooo great. I brought them to yew tee. With two strollers kay. wasnt that so pathetic. haha. No husband. ;( hehehe. I need a rest today. will not blogging till tuesday. Happy 45th singapore! && Happy 25th birthday kak su. Not forgetting happy 21st nuraiin. hhaha. =D
Takecare(: @ 1:00 PM
Friday, August 6, 2010 ♥ do i need men for myself? haais. Men are so complicated. I have tried to understand them, infact i am trying but still i cant force myself to understand them. They are such an inhuman or what? Do they really have feelingss? Oh Allah, please grant my wish. Please send to me somone who really really sincere to pour his love towards me, most important, someone who is pouring his love towards you. I need someone who can take care of me and my daughter. Someone that wont lie to me. Someone that wont flirt around. Someone that have their own principal. I know i am not worth to ask for this. But i know, i believe in myself that i WILL get what i want. Tuhan beri kita akal dan fikiran. Mata yg indah untuk menilaikan yg mana permata dan kaca. Tapi aku memerlukan bimbingan dari-MU untuk memilih yg mana baik dan buruk. ='( 3 more days to my 21st birthday. Will celebrating at my uncle's crib at Bukit batok. 21 years of living, still not yet found my happiness. Where is my happiness..? I am soo lucky that i have my one n only princess, adriana. She is my precious gem ever. Eventhough rohaizat dont want to be responsible, but i believe i can manage by my own & here i am standing strongly. Thanks rohaizat for making me more stronger each and everyday, you gave me the strength standing till today. I know you kept telling to all your GIRL-friends who knows me that princess isnt your daughter, she is someone else daughter. I dont care what people think, what you wanna say. All this while, i am the only one carried all the burden not you and all the unwanted talkers. And i promise myself, starting from today. I will teach princess to stop loving you! i promise. I dont wanna let princess knows that she have irresponsible, flirtish daddy. Please, move on with your life. Pintu taubat maseh terbuka. Jangan sampai nyawa kat kerongkong baru nk taubat. Same goes to Muhammad redzuan. Please. Open up your eyes and mind. Both of you are old enough to think which is good and bad. Please stop coming back to me and making fool with me. Im hurting. Stop hurting me more. I pray that both of you will find your happiness and hoping that both of you will be a better guy in future. Im forgiving both of you, but will not forget every single things happened between us. Am i being so emotional today? hehe, im just stating the fact and letting go my feelings out. Now i feels soooo good and better! Princess asleep. She was being so active. haha, sampai jatoh kan. ape nk buat , dah nama nya budak. and just now princess isap ibu jari kaki. and brother said " asal isap, mummy takde laki lahh " haha. sounds so funny kayy.. Sis su bought for me a set of jewelry for my birthday. Actually she bought for herself, but then i was like " wow, i want " then she said " oklah, birthday present ehh " hahaha. so spontanious lahh. I want to buy for princess bracelet. tangan dah gempal gini, cute tau pakai gelang. Nk beli rantai, die ni stagh pompan stgah lelaki. ganas.. Beh nk pakai earings, die kalau tido suke tangkap angin pegang telinge. Ade je nanti die trip, tarik.. mampos. play safe pakai gelang tangan n kaki. ;) Im getting tired. Need to send out order soon. currently tgh online shopping. Need to buy dress or top nak pakai on my birthday ceremony. Hahaha. Ok till i update again. Have a nice weekend babes! ;)
Takecare(: @ 11:45 PM
Monday, August 2, 2010 ♥  ive bought this pacifier for baby girl. melampau eh, puting pun sampai bile online. muahaha. makin dok umah, makin banyak nk online shop. next will buy for baby girl shoe for hari raya! yeay still looking for the besttttt collection. went ang mo kio with mother. buat tempahan jahit for baju raya. hees, sooo excited. get myself MINI KURUNG. puasa nk kene penuh. last year tk dpt puase. sebab dalam pntang. sekarng pun tkleh bayar alik. disebabkan kemalasan melanda jiwa aku. so aku akan bayar fidyah.aku nk ajak mother pergi rumah auntie-pauntie aku yg mane susahh. insya allah. nak kene buat list nie. heees.
Takecare(: @ 9:14 PM
♥ boredom strikes me in the middle of night. sitting here lonely with blank minded. i dont know what i am thinking right now. i feels lyke resting and shut down the laptop now. i feels lyke chatting with someone. I feels lyke doing online shopping which i cant resist it. ahh, i miss my old frens. nana and mima. their laughter and careness. everyone have their own life, so they lead their own way same goes to me. so i think im not fit to be their friend . there is a reason behind all this frens. one day you should noe. but whatever it is i will always keep all of you as part of my life. i will always be here, when you need me. alwayss. missing you guys damn much. ;'( Im getting better with my work from home. wanted it to be online shopping onlyy. but father encourage me to open a shop. will consider it father. coss father really really likes if i go for businesss workk.. hmm my dream too. so will think about it first. need to learn moree.. i need to look or a job after hari raya. any job will do. maybe will go for par time only. no full time. as i still want to do this business. Need to save money from now on. need to start chip in some money to my cpf. cos i need to buy a house. Single mother ade grand $ 25k. will at least have another $ 20k should be ok.. =)) . ok aku rasa macam otak dah blank lah. tak tau ape ni nak type lagi. makin lama type macam makin konek sey. haaas! jadi ada nye baik kalau aku stop type k.. slamat mlm. ** mcm taknk stop je ** hua hua hua. P/S: to iz tokyo: jangan remove lah babi. trus blocked. ehh?? jangan ckp rindu lah siol aku malas nk layan. takyah ckp aku konek. sebab kau lagi pepek. malas lah nk bbl. kite mmg takleh jadi matae. kecoh ah jadi. boleh jadi kawan je. tak pun abg n adik angkat .. muahahahah. pecah pe! k sayang kau.
Takecare(: @ 12:14 AM
Sunday, August 1, 2010 ♥ ive been soo freaking busy lately till i dont have any time to update my dusty blog. i dont feels any different if i do or dont update it. reason i update my blog, just because i need to let go my feeling. Multiple feelings. but i dont know if i did make any sense or not. cos things still the same. Redzuan is getting more n moree jerk. each and everyday. i dont feels any love at all. not at all.. i knew you almost two years. Infact i know who you contact with. You will always put me in conference between you and any gals. Do you think others will do the same. Being patient is part of my play in our so called relationship. But did you appreciate it? i dont think so. cos you r being sooo fucking selfish. please lah redzuan, you are going to be 30 next year. i dont know why came this gal, arguing with me over small things. Just because you spent tyme with her EVERYDAY. ok woman i did that before you k. She told everyone that you msg-ed her a sweet and memorable message. Ok woman, he did that to me before you k. What is soooo new here? Ive been up and down with him almost 2 years. Just because you wrote him a letter when he was in prison. haaas, dont suprise me at all. he did asked me to write for him. But i never did that k. Cos i knew, it doesnt make any different. He have a lot of girl-friends i mean it kay A LOTSSS. so i think he wont be that lonely. Die kuar pun carik aku, bukan aku carik die. Come on lah. he is just a fucking jerk who like to play around with a stupid girl feelings. please open up your eyes. He called me past few dayss. told me about you. Why he chose to meet you rather than meeting me. BECAUSE, he wasss mad with me. He wanted to make me jealous. Cos he loves me. WE ARE VERY CLOSEEE ok! Kalau tak jadi matae un, kita kawan baik. He was there when i was in labour ward. He wass being sooo anxious and excited when i was about to labour.. Samapi 4 5 agi kol umahh . He accompanied me went for a check-up. He was there when i need him. So woman, bukan aku yg jadi third party k. tapi kau. bukan aku snatch kau pey jantan k. tapi kau. bukak mata bodoh!! tapi aku taknk lah gado gado pasal buto. kau nk, amek. tapi kalau die dt aku taknk halang. aku masih sayangkan die, tapi aku tutup sblah mata demi kebahgiaan die. die bahgia main-mainkan prasaan pompn. kite tgok k.. aku jelah tahu die ade facebook. kau add die pun, die delete kau bodo! haha, beh masih tak nmpak. bukak mate lahh please lah. umu kau pun da 28 tahun peee! hais.. we contact each other almost everyday. when he was sad, i was the one who spend my precious time listened to his problems. when he was at cck, he will called me up. aku tahu die ade jumpa kau sebab aku dah MASAK nan prangai die. aku thu bile die tipu. tapi aku mlas nk ckp, sebab makin aku ckp n control makin menjadi--jadi. jadi kau tak payahlah nk mane pey big fuck bilang sume orang yg IZ TOKYO jantan kau k.. aku yg dapat die dulu, beh tak tahu malu panggil aku perampas. tak tahu malu ckp aku pompan bodoh terpedaya denan kata kata manis die. eh pleaselahh. dah tua sedar sikit lah. takkan dah tua-tua pun nk kene tipu dengan si tua tu sak. aku mintak putus nan die beribu kali lah die taknka!!! kau jangan nk menyebok kat sini..
Takecare(: @ 11:53 PM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 ♥ " Look up ". See the subject? haaaas. 2nd post of the day. why? betol lah aku ckp, mcm satu pey sumpahan siol.! tulis pasal kau aku gado n taknk kau, malam kau kol. bau pe aku update blog? tadi die call, unexpected kay. tak mengharap. die ckp, kenapa skrg kuat merajok n suka mengamuk dgn aku? kau tak nk faham aku lah. lagi tolak balak pat aku. sumpah aku tak paham kay iz. die kate die resah aku tk kol. keknoekkan melanda jiwa. =D hooooohoo! Pendek je post ni. saje nk bilang aku happy :P
Takecare(: @ 10:20 PM
♥ Dah jadi satu macam pey sumpahan pe siol. haaas. asl aku blog pasal kau, besok mesti gado gile babi lah. ni lah terjadi pada aku n boy-friend. aku kol die kul 4 ptg, angkat ke ter-angkat, blkang cite uuh.. beh dah angkat dgr bunyi ape lah eh, ( biar aku je yg tahu ). trus paaaap letak tepon. makai, pikir aku budak bongok pe. aku msg die. lpas kul 7 aru reply. nampk sgt siol. taknk ckp uh. tapi aku kenal kau nk masok 2 tahun. kau tkkn penah brubah. jgn ckp umur 20-21 takde otak, umo cm kau 29 pun dah takde akal. aku tak menyesal ape aku dah buat utk kau. sikit pun takde, cume aku heran lah. kenapa masih lagi ade kebodohan dlm diri aku. tak serik-serik kene goreng pe ngan jantan. ohh, sakit hati lah sey. tapi, kali ni aku bersumpah, aku bingit. tahap kesabaran aku dah terkeluar dari kepala. kalau kau masih nk contact aku, try harder boy-friend. senang-senang gado, beh minta maaf, den aku maafkan..sampaikan kau pijak kepala aku. fine. kau g ngan betina kau k. kau ckp aku tk faham kau. well, itu sume satu alasan! aggh. Tgh marah-marah, bingit-bingit.. datang kawan lama.. haha. kecoh. ingatkan cite lama.. tak sabar ni nk jumpe weekend. weeeee~! sekian lama aku tak kuar n jumpa jantan, ni lah kali pertama k. boyfriend lain. ooops, salah, ex boy-friend. =P Adriana baby watching barney. tgh tangkap surrrrrrr. jap lagi confirm tido babe. dgn mainan die yyg bersepah satu rumah... hhhaa. cute lah sesagt. nasib ada anak, bingit-bingit mana pun, dah tgok n layan anak, terubat jiwa lara. huhu. oooo, now adriana dah pandai minum pakai straw. sungguh bijaksana. dah pandai buang barang uteh n busu kat luar tingkap. nasib lah bawa tu takde org. kalau ade, makain takke kecoh. die dah pandai kejot aku suro bgn, tu part aku tak suke. pantang betul lah~! haha, anak pey pasal. bgn jugak. dah lain uh kalau dah ade ank ni, ape yg aku buat dulu. dah kene letak fullstop. dah takleh dahh.. pfrrrt~! later going out to post office, need to deliver order. or upcoming batch will be uploaded in facebook. =) happy business.!! Labels: ii love you but u ruined it
Takecare(: @ 12:42 PM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 ♥  .jpg) ooo, damn! i was so freaking lazy to update my blog. haaas, busy with my business.. alhamdulillah, everything going very very smooth. as my mom and dad give me support. not to forget my very own flesh blood sis.. Thanks for your support. =D. Ive been very very busy. Spent my precious time with my lil one princess. Pssssst, princesss getting naugthier each and everyday.! sumpah mummy penat adriana.! haah. tapi takpe lah, dugaan! =D and layan my boyfriend nye prangai. was so fucking irritated with him. dalam seminggu 5 hari gaduh, 2 hari baik. haha cantik dok! sploh kali mintk putus, berkali-kali minta maaf. baik bro! maintain gini je. ni semalam, prangai lagi siol. haiyoo, balik jumpa lawyer je prangai kedondong. satu prngai die yg plaing aku benci, ada masalah, simpan sendiri. masalah aku nk tahu. boyfriend, kept asking about m arriage. woohhoo, not at the moment. kau lagi nk masuk lah. apelah.. to all boyfriend's girlfriens, i dont mind if my boyfriend want to contact each one of you, cos i knew it. is either he told me or i caught him. whatever it is, i know my boyfriend sooo much. prangai kontolan die pun aku tau. tapi, aku sabar. bagi aku, kalau ade jodoh, takkan kemana. klau die taknk aku, angkat kaki jalan. i dont mind at all. tapi, die taknk. masih contact jugak. so why not i go with the flow kan. huahua.. and ejat wanted to meet princess. & guess what, i agreed. BECAUSE.... adriana nakal sklai. kate org org dulu, budak kalau tak diazankan bapak die sendiri, nauzubillah nakal die. sumpah tak bedek. haiiis. nk kate tekenan anak lelaki, tak jugak lah.. nak kata aku ngandung degil pun tak. lembut je hati aku. wakaka. Well, princess just recovered from HFMD. see, how kachiong am i when i just to get to know that she having HFMD. makai, tuhan je tau.. tapi alhamdulillah, 3 hari je. pastu dah balik pada adriana original. NAKAL kay!! kalau sehari tak jatuh, memnag bukn nama die ADRIANA. haha. Im going to meet boyfriend very soon. have suprise for him.. but wait! should i. die tak kol aku nari. see how. haha.. boyfriend soooo romantic these few days. i like! awill update proper one soon lah.
Takecare(: @ 9:39 AM
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 ♥ i do admit that i am still in love with him. yes, i still thinking of him each and everyday. i dont know what is happening to me, but i cant lie to myself right? i did msg him at TAGGED. he replied me and all that. & he called me up. we had our convo . seriously, i miss you so much. he know farhan, mampus dok. tapi bile aku diam. die cakap.. " dahlah, ainkan dah brubah. " haha. serah je lah ye pada yg maha kuasa. aku tak tau lah ape reaction farhan ehh. =) tapi confirm-confirm die dah tahu aku da ada baby. dah trang lah kan, duk dlm ape lagi nk buat. cite hal org je lah. baik ke nama aku, nama pompan ni, pompan tu kan kan kan kan... now, tell me. how the hell am i going to find sumone to replace him..? NO ONE! aku dah betul-betul whole heartedly love him siol. hehehe..... tapi prinsip tetap prinsip eh, aku taknk kahwin dulu. slagi aku blom keje, blom ada saving. blom ada rumah..masih bergantung pada mak n bapak. =) so kire-kire dalam umur aku 28 tak..? heheheh.. that tyme iz dah 36. kiwek. dah tk laku seh. haaaas! ape-ape pun, redzuan, youre still the best.
Takecare(: @ 1:42 PM
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ♥ First of all, i am sorry if this post is going to hurt each one of you. i am just letting go my feelings out. i am getting useless each and evryday. cause ive been keeping my problems by myself. i think, this is the right time to let it out. this is the only place that i can share with. even i know that it wont make any sense at all, as long as im happy. baru-baru nie, lelaki yg slame nie aku tunggu, dah pun keluar. demi allah, no one can replace him. no one.. aku tetap tunggu die keluar. aku mengahrap sangat that aku boleh bebual dgn die. cos i really need someone to talk.. not family, but friend. so far he is the one. tapi ape yg slame ni aku mengharap sangat, dah jadi terbalik. he seems to ignore me, and start to be like STRANGERS. aku berusaha dptkan address die so that aku can contact him. aku berusaha carik kawan kawan die. tapi tak pun dapat. aku tak tahu kenapa.. bila aku online msn ke facebook or tagged.. mana -mana lelaki yg chat ngan aku, aku tak layan. bagi aku, takde satu pun boleh ganti die. tapi aku rasa, penantian aku slama nie, usaha aku slama nie, stakat sia-sia jer.. sumpah aku cakap, aku terlalu lalu sedih. aku kira-kira hari die keluar, tapi bile keluar, pandang aku sblah mata pun tidak. apa yg dapat die bilang aku, die jumpe aan, aan cerita semuanya.. i dont mind. aku tak kesah. slagi nama nya manusia, yg jahat org cerita, yg baik tak penah cerita.. aku tak kesah ape die cerita. tapi, aan pun same case ngan aku. dari clan clan nakal . dah nama penah jahat and degil. ke kiri aku pergi, org bebual sal aku. ke kanan aku pergi, org bebual sal aku. ke blakang ke depan sumenye sama..aku malu sangat-sangat. sebab slama ni aku tulis pat blog aku, aku rindu die. aku ingatkan die.. tapi bile die ada pat luar. die tak layan aku. aku malu sangat-sangat.. aku sedih. mulai hari ini, aku akan lupekan die. eventhough susah. aku try. n aku takkn menyesal nk ckp kalau pintu hati aku betul-betul dah tertutup untuk mana-mana lelaki. sepanjang aku hidup... 21 tahun, aku blom lagi rasa nikmat matae. ape yg aku rasa, nikmat main. tapi bukan dari lelaki yg ikhlas dengan aku. blom pernah. insya allah,mungkin satu hari akan sampai. terus terang, aku syangkan die. aku tak kesah kalau die benci aku or mlas nk layn aku, tapi tak pernah sikit aku benci die. takkn pernah... redzuan, all the best. happy 29th birthday. you will always in my heart. always. =) nana, mima and kin. i dont have any intention to ignore you guys or what. i am just spending my precious tyme with my princess. i know that all of you are busy. busy with work and bf. i dont want to disturb you guys. and i dont want us to be like kutu-kutu takde masa depan.. we will meet up for only special occassion. to be frank, i miss you girls. just that aku tak nk spend tyme terlalu bnyk , den boleh menimbulkan misunderstanding and ol that. i dont want... we will meet soon.=) Adriana turning ten month, very soon. adriana sekrg ade rashes.. ishh.. cian cian. went doctor and applied ceam n medicine.. getting beeter. just tht she can eat anything except bubur and baby bite.... ive changed her milk, cos due to doctor most probably rashes to milk powder. i dont know. im just trying... to friso... =) she is very bubbly princess.... i loike.. she call me MAMA. very shocked and proud.. know how to comb her hair. wipe her face.. hahahaha. mischiveous.. to be exact. die suke ikut ape org buat. cute lah siol!! tak abes-abes ckp baba. mane nk carik.. hehe. adriana dont care much about your baba. i promise to you that i will make you happy. i will sacrifice everything just for you.. i will do everything for you princess. grow up and make mummy proud of you sayang. cos ONLYY YOU CAN MAKE ME SMILE NOW. no one else. i love you princess.
Takecare(: @ 9:09 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2010 ♥  ZOO trip . HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NUR FARZIANAH MOHAMED.. =) I MISS REDZUAN. SUMPAH KAY. PRINCESS very NAUGHTY. but i still LOVE HER soo much. Im lazy to update my blog everyday. I hate their attitude. NO IMPROVEMENT. ARSEHOLE. I REPEAT AGAIN, I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE WANT TO SAY ABOUT IT, BUT I CANT LIE TO MYSELF. I MISS MY BFF, MUHD REDZUAN BIN MUHD RAZIB.
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